Free Flow...

I haven't written for a while, no blogs, nothing. As a lifelong writer, that is mildly disturbing and I'm searching for reason for my lack of creativity lately. It's been nearly two years since the brain surgery and I've come an amazing way, both physically and mentally. I feel like that amount of time is plenty for recovery, right? I wonder if I'm pushing too hard or not hard enough. There are no instructions. Doctors and therapists can only imagine what those of us with neurological tumors and cancer actually go through. They can only prepare us so much. The rest is up to us.

I never wanted to be one of those people who talks incessantly about my surgeries or complains about aches and pains so I want a new direction for Brain Bloggin'. While my whining and angry blogs have played a part in processing this whole experience, I feel that I need to continue to grow and move forward away from the anger, away from the rut I had dug myself into. I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...finally.

Now, I know the road ahead will have bumps, but whose road doesn't? I was hitting potholes like crazy long before this silly-ass curve ball. Life isn't meant to be smooth all the time. That would suck all the adventure out. Where is the fun in that? One of my main goals in life has been to learn something from every experience and every person who crosses my path and if nothing else, I've learned that sometimes the most needed lesson is the hardest to learn.